Change for the better !

Its so tough to write something in the blog..earlier I used to have lots of time while at work (hehehe)..Now I am at home with lil K and time is flying sooo fast that I dont even have time to check my mails or upload something to show to my friends...Sure a lil one takes up too much time , but I am loving every bit of it except when she decided to wake up every hour a few months back...When I was pregnant I was told that there will be no time for urself or to spend with the DH once the baby comes...But I was not prepared enough to run behind this tiny lil one for so loong in the day ! Yes, I had time when I was with K's grandparents...once I came back here, 24hrs is not enough..I need to get some rest too..naturally the compromise is time with DH :-( Sometimes I wish we never came here..stayed there in India itself so that K can have all the attention from everyone there....which I had when I was a baby...When I see K playing with her reflection in the mirror, I feel so bad to have confined her to the home..But the weather here is horrible, its cold even in June..so I cant go out with her..all the babies in this apt are way too old for her....I dont think she minds being with her amma all the time, but I feel she should socialize even more which is why I am trying to go to park, make some new friends whom K can play with..which is totally not me...!!!!!! Ufff, babies and the way they change their parents...I have changed a lot and thats what DH tells me every now and then...changed for the better just because of K...Love you lots K :-)